My ex…

I was with my ex husband for 15 years. I was married to him 8 years. He was my first everything. During 15 years of being together everything reminds me of him. So we got divorced 4 years ago. He up and left me. Told me he was unhappy. I never knew that he was. He never told me. We had a couple of moments but we seem to have worked through it. I just wish I knew he was unhappy. Because I just wish whatever it was I’d try to fix it. Theres times that I tell myself that I’m okay and being strong. Other part of me still cry daily from thinking of him. I tried to get over it I couldn’t. I think about him everyday, everything reminds me of him. I can’t get over him. He even remarried. And I still tell myself I love him, and just still having hopes he will come back to me. I don’t know what to even do anymore. We don’t even talk. We have a child together. I only correspond if I can’t reach her. But nothing more. Because that’s what he prefers 😭😭😭😭 I love him