Yesterday post..

I made the post about my co worker pretty much calling me ugly when my mask is off but she played it off. I made that post to see was I just overreacting about what was said because I tend to do that. I have low self esteem and occasionally think I’m not the prettiest or the best looking. And wearing these mask have took control of my confidence because by me wearing them all day I have break outs and when the breaks go away a little I’m left with marks so I took it kind of hard when she said that to me. It kinda broke my heart. But I didn’t let her know that but I’m sure she seen it in my face how I took offense to it. And I always compliment her and call her pretty but I realize she never really say it to me and yesterday I seen why. And for the guy who said I didn’t think you would look like that now I’m wondering was he caught off guard in a bad way by the way I looked. I didn’t think nothing off it until she made that comment. I also deal with depression and anxiety so everything just gets to me.