Moral of the story: I need therapy and a hug

I have a bunch of mental health issues I can’t currently get help for and at the present they are bitch slapping me to the fourth dimension.

My boyfriend wants to hang out and I do too, I reeeeaaaally need a long hug and to just relax, but I don’t have enough energy to have to figure out my work, school, and family schedule, figure out a time I’m available, possibly suggest places unless he’s decided beforehand, double check that my parents didn’t plan something and never told me, tell him if they did, figure out a new time if it messes up our plans, ask my parents if I can go, tell them the where when who what and how, adjust the plan to their whims and fancies, and answer all their bs questions I’ve had to deal with every date and hangout since the start of our 2 year relationship like “does he love you? When are you dumping him? Why do you never go to his house? Is it because his parents hate you or is he just embarrassed of you? Is he only dating you cause he’s a [insert gay slur]? Why else would he want to date a *GIRL* who looks like a [trans slur] [lesbian slur]?” AND THEN have them forget all about it until day and force me to clean/reorganize something from the moment I wake up until either he shows up or I have to leave, giving me like 2 minutes to get dressed in something remotely presentable.

I barely have enough energy for the first three and I just crave a nice date without any hassle