Weight gain

My 8 year old just came in and showed me a picture from 4 years ago. I was so thin and looked so much younger. I remember having friends, a social life, I’d go out and party. Traveling and taking cruises. I fell in love and gained comfort weight. Then we decided to have a baby, I struggled with fertility for a little bit and gained more from the stress. Finally got pregnant. Gained pregnancy weight. And then Covid hit. I gained more weight. I got a surprise pregnancy and I’m 25 weeks along. I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been. I know I should be thankful and not let the weight bother me. I’m blessed. I’m able to eat. I’m just having a really hard time with my bodily changes. I can hardly reach around my ass when I use the bathroom. 🤦🏽‍♀️