I feel like talking about him

I have an ex that I just.. it's really hard to explain him.

Can't date him worth a shit, dude is emotionally constipated on every level and is incapable of taking accountability. He's also annoying. Just as a person he annoys me to death.

But, if we are out.. or at a party.. and we see eachother, we hook up. Like as soon as I see him it's over.

There is some extremely strong chemistry between us and ive never had better sex than with him.

He is a god in bed... you think "I'm sure there are other men out there that can do a good job too."

Not like that. Ive never met anyone that can do it like he does it. I hope I do one day, because damn. That'll be a day. He has sex like it's art or something. maybe it's the intense sexual chemistry or.. i don't know.

I literally do not know how it can get better than that. We have both talked about it and are like more than okay with the random hookups because we're both single adults and neither of us want more than that from eachother. Obviously if any relationships happen they'll be respected. We're adults that have sex, not pieces of shit.

We both can't stand each other personally and will still end up in bed together. We both know exactly what the other wants, we know how to do it... and when it happens it's literally the most earth shattering sex I think humans are capable of having. Its insane how we are completely incompatible on EVERY level as people... but physically and sexually.. 110% compatible.

And we just very peacefully fuck off when we're done lmfao. I appreciate the arrangement we have.

Oh NAHH. My biggest fear is getting pregnant with this man because I know how it is between us. Thats the type of sex that will get your ass, but I have an IUD and use condoms with him. If I get pregnant by him my head will explode.