Unmedicated birth

What was it like and how did it feel? I know everyone is different and everyone’s pain threshold is different but I would like to know how it went for you. I’m due with my 4th child in March and my last epidural experience has, I guess, traumatized me. Every time I think of getting an epidural I get anxiety and start tearing up as it was terrible last time.

I feel like since this is my 4th it might be a relatively fast birth (all my births were quick even with the epidural) , I also have a decent pain threshold but who knows.