New Mommy!

This is my first baby. Im 20 years old and I must say it’s not easy being a mother especially if no one is there to guide and support you financially and emotionally. My baby was admitted to NICU minutes after he was born. Spent all my little savings for his medication and hospital bills. We stayed in the hospital for two weeks and it was a horrible experience having to stay there with no proper room to sleep in and was surrounded with covid patients. Glad we were able to surpass that experience. Joining support groups really helped me alot as I am a first time mom and is clueless what to do with an infant. I’ve been sleep deprived for two weeks now and sometimes I just think to my myself I can’t do this I just wanna die but then I look at my baby, he’ll be left alone in the world. So I just make that as a motivation to keep going I know this phase will just pass and I’ll think about those times where I tried to give up and laugh about it as I look into my grown up lil boy 🥺❤️A little help would be much appreciated 🥺 thank you mommies!!