My heart is just broken 💔💔💔

I got pregnant on December 7, 2017 with a little girl, sadly the pregnancy was located in my tube and although her heart was still beating there was nothing we could do. I was devastated. We named her Ainsley May, and tried to move for A few years pass and we were still TTC. 4 YEARS later I get a positive test again, terrified but excited we go to the doctor who says everything looks great. we even set up for induction in December of this year.. We go back for our 10 week appt and baby's heart stopped beating and had shrunk 💔 we decided to take the D&C route as baby had passed weeks before and there was no sign of miscarriage coming. We found out that she also would have been a little girl, we named her Nora Faith 💛 We kept TTC even though we knew our chances were slim... Little did we know we would get a Halloween surprise!! I got a positive test! Yay! But that was shirt lived and within a week we found out we were miscarrying. I don't understand how we keep getting pregnant and keep having losses. And I don't understand how instead of being weeks away from giving birth I am going through yet another loss. During my miscarriage a "friend" contacted me to tell me she was pregnant. She wasn't trying, she actually was supposed to be on birth control and be being abstinent... She doesn't know who the dad is or how she even got pregnant. And it makes me so upset, so angry, so unforgiving. How could she? She knew what I was going through and she didn't even care. I just wish more than anything that instead of waiting for my husband's vasectomy I was waiting for my baby instead 💔💔💔