SCARED 😱

Tomorrow morning is induction day & this is my third child. I was induced with my first child but i didn’t know what i was walking into & it was such a long time ago. My second child i only had cervidil placed in my mouth one time & that kick started my labor … this time seems so different , I’ve never been so scared to give birth but i honestly don’t want to have to endure that pain. The epidural made me super depressed for some reason when i did it the first time & the second time i got one it failed so i was feeling contractions & pain from that … i did not have good birth experiences with either children so I’m praying for a great one