Can anyone relate?

I lost my son on 8/31/21 and had an erpc on 9/2/21.

Ever since then I've always gotten positive pg tests. I was told it could take some time I had a cycle in Sept, October and November, all normal length and on time!

Problem is I always got a faint line on a frer.

Well my cycle is due on the 10th and I took some tests

I cannot give myself any hope atm because of always having faint lines and was wondering if anyone else had something like this happen.

Nothing is retained as my doctor checked so I have no clue whats going on 😥