Ladies I am SO UPSET right now I want to cry!

Have any of you went to urgent care for hcg bloodwork? Long story short, I did the first draw this past Wednesday and I was told to come back today for my second draw. I got there and I was told the OB never put an order in for me and yep you guessed it right, I had to go back home just like that. I feel so many emotions right now that I just want to cry.

I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks last month. I just found out that I’m pregnant again 3weeks6days. I really tried hard to keep calm and not let every cramp worry me. I was really looking forward to this second draw so I can find out ASAP. I’m so angry, upset, scared and nervous. How unprofessional? What a flippin joke! I understand we’re all human and things happen but have something in place so when it does happen the patient can get the treatment and care they need instead of telling me “I’m sorry, there’s nothing I can do.” As in go back home who gives a shit about you, your baby, your time and effort you put into driving 30 minutes to get this done and oh yea fuck your anxiety too! Wtf idk what to do. I wanted to check with urgent care areas just to draw my second today so I can compare them but it’s Sunday they’re all booked. What will this mean if I draw it tomorrow instead of today? It’ll be the 4th day 😞😞😞😞