37 weeks and super stressed!

1. My sons father blocked my number from contacting him after our exchange so he can forcefully keep my son until Christmas eve because we already had a discussion and I didn’t approve. I have no way of reaching him. I even called through other numbers and he never replied. (Trying not to stress over it and hopefully he keeps his words and gives him back to me on Christmas)

2. My stepson keeps having night terrors every night and idk what to do.

3. My 1 year old daughter has became very very clingy out of the blue like she knows her baby brother is going to come soon. I can not do anything anymore without her wanting me to hold her or be in my space lol.

4. My bf and I have been arguing more lately. Maybe because I’m sexually frustrated that he won’t touch me anymore because he feels weird that the baby is so low and will be out soon. And we sometimes we have somewhat different views when it comes to the kids.

5. I feel very inactive with this pregnancy. I want to walk around to help with labor but I’m stuck in the house because my bf doesn’t want me to go anywhere with the kids. (He thinks my water is going to break and Itll be hard for me to get the kids in the car on time🙄) And I’ve asked him to take me walking but he’s tired from working which is understandable but I want to exercise!!!

All I’ve been doing is cleaning the house and majority of the time, laying in bed!

6. Ive been a sahm mom since I’ve gotten pregnant and honestly being in this house is driving me crazy! All I hear is kids yelling and screaming and I feel so overly stimulated 😭 I had no time to myself in so long. I’ve feel like I’ve lost my identity. I’ve been working and independent since I was 15-16. Never been dependent on anyone financially or have to listen to a man telling me what I can and can’t do. So all of this is still hard to adjust.

Baby is super low like he’s about to fall out my vag and I am 3 cm dilated. I just realized how bad I am stressed out and now I’m wondering if that’s why the baby won’t come yet?