Hate that I’m in limbo at Christmas 💔

I don’t know what to make of my situation and I really need input.

Before the “wasting money on all of these tests”comments I’m going to preface with I’ve had 2 miscarriages and 4 chemicals. I do it for reassurance.

And now the story:

I have had 4 beta tests

12/13 - 14 progesterone 3 (started suppositories)

12/15 - 23

12-17 - 36

12/20 - 61

Obviously these numbers are VERY low. I know when I ovulated, so I would definitely be 5+1 or 5+2 and I really thought this was another chemical. But that’s not the case and now I’m lost, I feel like it’s obvious that the outcome is not going to be good but a weird part of me is still hopeful because I’ve had no signs of miscarriage

And then I’m also thinking ectopic? But my numbers are nowhere close to being able to detect something on a scan. My OB wants me to go in for an US and I think it’s pointless right now.

My tests have not darkened so I’m not hopeful my numbers have gone up much if any. Help, I’m so lost 😞