I Can’t Handle It No More…..

This situation is too much for me and I had enough. I’m tired of giving him so many chances when I found out he has been cheating. We been together for four years and he stressed me too much. Two days ago, I found three videos of my boyfriend and a girl in a club. A girl was whining on my boyfriend’s dick, holding each other closely and both we having fun in a car. This man don’t know how to stop and be loyal to me. I am tireddddd, no matter how much I tried to leave he find a way to make me stay. This time I had enough ! I want out. I’ve been hurt too many times.

I just want him to love me, spoil me, communicate with me, make an date night and create lots of happy memories together. I get jealous sometimes when I see videos of love story, engagement proposal etc or some of my friend tell me what their boyfriend did for them.

One thing about me I’m too way a nice person and I care about people too much. My friends said I need to stop and put myself first.

Why is it always me have so many failed relationships? I just want to be loved. Is it a crime?

I’m hurt most of my female friends stopped talking to me because they don’t like the way my boyfriend treating me and I know they’re trying to help me to leave him.

I feel like I don’t have a confidence to leave and I need help.