With my first pregnancy I was pregnant with a boy. He was sweet and beautiful. Sadly he was born sleeping at 16wks. I went on to have two healthy little girls. We were surprised recently with another pregnancy. (Taking birth control and using protection) It is absolutely the last pregnancy as other two have almost killed me and being disabled, my body cannot handle another after this. I just found out it's yet another girl. I knew deep down but still my heart is shattered. My angel baby boy is truly the only boy I'll have in my life? It seems so unfair. I already had a hard time bonding with this baby and now I feel like it's even harder. If you’ve read this far thanks for letting me vent...