He raised his fist at me

Today my so raised his fist at me and when I confronted him about it, he said it never happened. He said we were over because I was making shit up. Then he started acting like I was the one threatening him with violence.

I saw him raise his hand and pretend like he was going to hit me. I did not imagine that. What Fucked with my head is when he acted like I was insane and he was appalled that I would accuse him of such a thing.

I am numb. I'll come out tomorrow but right now I feel nothing.