I have no support system at all. My mom doesn't take my kids not even for a hour unless i have absolutely no choice but her. She will get my sisters daughter every weekend and day she isnt in school my sister has 3 kids she has 2 in school 1 turning 2 this year. I have 2 kids ages 2.5 and 1. Im struggling and need a break just to relax a second. I dont get that. Im stressed out from bills ( disconnect is tomorrow) and diapers and milk. I could handle these things if i had just a little help with my oldest. My sister disowned me over my kids dad. I let him come see them and she decided she didnt want me or my boys in her life because she doesn't like him. Hes not the best guy but he does try. I have no friends no one i can lean on or even vent to. I try to vent and they tell me its all my fault or "thats what happens when you have kids" im 30 years old. I didnt have kids young. I had fertility issues so both my boys are huge blessings to me. My family knows this and watched me go through so many losses and promised when i had kids they'd be there. I was the baby sitter always stuck home with my sister and brothers kids. I never had a say when it came to watching them because i lived in my moms house and didnt pay rent.