i cried during sex tonight☹️

and it’s all my boyfriend’s fault.

my bf is my first ever boyfriend and he is beyond amazing to me (he’s 22 and i’m 20 and we’ve been together for half a year). so passionate and caring and loving. because i was such a late bloomer when it came to relationships, sex, and kissing, i always felt like something was wrong with me and that no one could love me. but he came into my life and changed that and it feels so surreal and unbelievable.

my boyfriend knows that i struggle with insecurities, mainly regarding my small chest size and my “outtie” labia. he has told me he loves my body and that i’m beautiful before but i always found it hard to believe. recently i’ve been doing some body image therapy and was finally brave enough to take off my shirt and bra during sex tonight. and he literally kissed every part of my body in such a passionate and gentle way and i literally started bawling. when he noticed me crying he immediately stopped and made sure i was okay and was extremely patient with me even though he probably was super confused. just kept telling me “i can’t enjoy this if you aren’t enjoying it too.” and kept giving me forehead kisses for comfort.

i’m not too sure why he’s with me or why he loves me or how i got him but i’m so so grateful for him. i love him more than i can put into words💗