please hear me out i need someone talk to

my husband never does anything for me. he doesnt try every holiday i habe tell him what to get i didnt get nothing today... i sobbed told him he never treats me right. all he wants is sex from me. i told him how i felt im unhappy he dont make me feel special.. he dont do nothing for me no suprises no dates nothing... im always depressed and crying... between him and my dad im always stressed and depressed... i want to move so bad man but we cant we have no money... we have to save up again. my dad yells acts childish to me. if he dont get his ways he gets mad slams doors.. he so lazy since we moved here makes me cook for him clean his dishs and everything man... he dont fix nothing anymore in here everything going down expects us to do everything for him.. makes me go store gets his ciggs if i dont he pitchs a fit... im so.sick of both of them people... i have nowhere to go im disabled... i told my husband everything how i feel he blames me for shit that why he dont do nun for me. he always blames me for everything i told him i always do evweything for them and i get blamed... he takes my feelings as a joke all time... i told him he could least do some he always on games and phone... he dont giv me money he complains if he have giv me some money or he dont giv at all. i have pay for things.. i told him he acts just lik my dad man... i been through so much with this relationship and my dad told us move here and then does this to me.. yall just dont know what i put up with... i just want someone to lovr me and care for me...