What to do

So I’m currently 8 months pregnant and I don’t live with my bf yet we were gonna wait a couple of more weeks but last night I spent the night and I had to use his phone to call my job n for some reason I had the urge to look through it which I literally haven’t done in months I admit I used to check it a lot before but I think it’s been like 6 months since I last did but I checked it last night and saw he’d been watching a lot of porn and had been looking up usernames on only fans and on his history it said delete Snapchat account and instagram which btw we both had I guess a rule of no social media so he lied to me basically n one thing I’ve always told him not to do was watch porn or any videos like that of girls especially only fans. I asked him a couple of times these past months if he had been watching any bc he used to but he promised me no n would get mad bc I would assume things which turned out to be true. I also saw a contact that said babygirl but he said that it was probably his cousin bc he’s borrowing his cousins old phone since his broke n all of his cousins contacts are still on there too bc he’s gonna return it eventually but idk if to believe that since he’s already lied so much to me. Also he had Cashapp and I saw a receipt to a user named babygirl which what a coincidence but it was of $100 but he said that since his brother is in jail his brother tells him to Cashapp people money and I guess they somehow give it to him in jail to buy things which is true I’ve heard him before on speaker phone ask him to Cashapp random people but idk bc to me it’s weird that the user said babygirl n he had the contact which he deleted after I confronted him. Also he had told me he couldn’t talk to his brother for 30 days bc he was in trouble n the receipt was from two weeks ago. He also had two videos saved of two girls half naked that were on his recently deleted he didn’t take them they were like sent to him or he saved them or something. Idk what to believe he’s telling me to give him another chance that he didn’t cheat he didn’t touch anyone or anything and I told him idk I don’t even feel comfortable anymore n he was like why are you doing this to me do it for the baby. I’m like wtf. Idk what to do any advice.? Oh and one more thing on his camera roll he had a pic of a gas station pill n idk if he cheated but the day he took it I was with him all night until the next day, he says he got it for me bc I had asked him the week before n that he used it that same night with me but idk… he never told me about it until I confronted him last night… he says he promises this will never happen again but idk I’m just scared now. He did all that also while I had Covid n didn’t go with him that week bc I was sick 😔

Well the no social media I was the one who deleted mine on my own bc I needed a cleanse n after a while I didn’t even want it anymore and then he went and did the same n after a while we were just like ok no social media then.. but I guess he’s had it….

Part of me honestly doesn’t even wanna work things out bc I now can’t trust him n I will always feel like he cheated so what’s the point but if I tell him that he starts saying he will come and kill himself in front of my place which I can’t have any problems here bc I live with other people n also I don’t want to call the cops on him or anything… it’s just hard for me to move past this idk why.