So disappointed

So there's this guy I've been dating for 5 months. Mind you, we've known each other for longer than that, we grew up in the same neighborhood. and before we dated he confessed his "undying" love and how he'd do anything for me. He's taken me out a few times, we've bonded, gotten to know each other and had sex the first time a few days back. I could say we're close.

Yesterday was valentine's, I sent him a song as early as 1am. He didn't comment and continued to ask about my day. I told him what I'm up to and I asked "so what are you getting me this valentine's". He said "a blow job😅" .. honestly I thought he was joking and told him that's not a gift. He asked what I'm getting him, I told him I'll surprise him. We talked for a bit, and silence.

My heart thought he was planning something great. Later on in the night he forwards me a video of a certain man holding roses and singing for his girlfriend.

I told him that some are being spoiled and the rest of us only get to receive forwarded videos. He said "atleast u received a video. Some received nothing"

Honestly, I feel so sad and disappointed.