My gay ass messed up

Recently I went to a b-day sleepover and there were 3 of us and we are all so gaythat we decided to okay Spin the bottle and uhm... so we did and welp I must say that was NOT hiw I expected my first kiss but alright and now we all are are acting weird around eachother and I think I just lost all connections with my only 3 friends and now I am kinda freaking out because I am like the one who suggested playingg Spin the bottle AS A JOKE because I am crazy and they said yes and its so awkward and I don't know what to dooooo.

Please help 🥴😳💀