Please no harsh words I need your support I'm so overwhelmed and devastated!!!!

Unfortunately I got pregnant even though I'm on birth control, I have PCOS(too many cysts)..

To the point I thought I'm not fertile and will never have baby one day..

I didn't get my period for 3 months, I thought its an hormonal imbalance, irregular periods like always..

I had an appointment with my gynecologist today.. I'm 14 weeks pregnant 😭

My heart shattered since I know the decision will definitely be "ABORTION"

Me and my BF of 5 years are 25 years old we're and we're not ready for it..

It hurts to think that it's a soul and a gift! (I was shocked and surprised at the same time that I can actually have a baby..I am fertile!!)

The bad thing is that it can not be aborted by a pill..I feel like I'm doing a murder 💔

I'm so sorry little soul I"ll never forget about you. It's a hard lesson.. I'm devastated and afraid of what's coming..

I'll keep you updated..