accidentally pregnant with number 3 and I’m terrified

Found out I’m pregnant with my third. Unplanned. I was content at having 2. My last pregnancy was a nightmare and I’m terrified to go through that again. I’m laying here in shock and also terrified for all the incoming pains and it’s only making my nausea worse.

I’m happy for another baby but at the same time I’m not. I feel guilty for not really wanting this when so many others would do anything for the same chance. I don’t even know how I got pregnant when we were being safe.

I could really use some positive viewpoints on this.