Abortion

Please no hate, this has been really difficult.

I was raped earlier this year and in a dark place (still in that dark place). I slept with one of my best friends a few weeks ago (on BC) and just found out yesterday that I’m pregnant.

I already have two kids and I’ve been a single mom for the last three years, he is no ready to have kids. We both agree that this isn’t the time or place to have a baby. We don’t want to be in a relationship either.

We both think having an abortion is the best decision in this case. But I’m struggling with it, being pregnant is mentally hard, especially when I look at my kids and feel like I’m losing someone who I could love so much.

If you’ve been in a situation like this or had an abortion, please tell me how it went? Was it the best decision? Did you have regrets? Do you feel guilty? Especially if you already have children.

I’m 4 weeks and have the abortion scheduled for 6 weeks so it will be a medical abortion.