Decided on abortion

I'm a very blessed, i know this. I have a beautiful daughter who is 18 months old and my supportive boyfriend of 3+ years. We are got pregnant again recently and i know I'm not ready to be a mom of two. We are not financially set to make sure our needs are met, after we provide for our daughter. We are trying to bounce back from some finacial setbacks this year. Finances aren't the least of it either, my mental health has taken a sad turn downward and I need to address that area in my life before involving more children and chaos. My boyfriend is my partner and he say he supports me no matter what decision. But i don't want to be pregnant and i don't want to lose but on even more time with my daughter. Yet i am still very sad about having to make this decision. I love my boyfriend and i hope we get married one day, and i want to have more of his babies. But i know i cannot handle another pregnancy right now and my heart aches. I'm fearful that my mental health will get worse after this procedure. So I posted this anonymously because I'm not sure how to face actual people with my decision.i haven't even told my mother yet. Please thank you for letting me use this place as my outlet.and I'm sending strength and perseverance to any women/families having to make this decision.