Rainbow 🌈 Baby

Hello all! I am back with exciting news!!! I’m pregnant with a heathy baby girl!

After my sweet Emmett passed in October of 2019 I had to do some serious work on myself and just grieve. It’s been a very difficult and wonderful journey. I went to a really dark place and I honestly didn’t think I could ever see the light again. Losing Emmett broke me in ways I can’t even explain…

I became suicidal and just wanted to be with my baby boy. I blamed myself for his passing, I pushed my loved ones away. I got help, went to therapy and still go even today.

I found hope again, I started smiling and laughing. Even when I talk about my son I cry less and smile at all the beautiful memories we shared. I wanted to give him a sibling when he was still here but I couldn’t… it wasn’t right at the time. After healing and continuing on with life I found I was officially ready mentally, emotionally and physically to try and have another baby.

It wasn’t an easy road and honestly I never thought I’d get pregnant 🥺 but it finally happened! And I know in my heart my baby boy would be so proud of all I’ve overcome in the last 2 years.

My sweet boy is going to be the best big brother because he gets to be his little sisters Guardian angel ❤️