Needing to vent

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Okay so my husband and I moved into an apartment about 2 months ago in an attempt to get more financially stable and because his job is 7 minutes away (compared to the almost hour drive to and from his old job)

Well recently we've gotten in over our heads and his job has F-d his paycheck up so bad that we will be behind a whole months worth of bills, and we can't afford to live where we do.

So luckily he found a job making $26/hr (he's been making roughly $18/he for 3 years and we've been financially struggling even with me working sometimes), and we have to move back to the same area we moved from and we will be moving next week when he starts his job

Needless to say I am STRESSED. I was the one that packed everything and prepared for the first move and I'm the one packing for this one, but I also have to have the utilities put in my name when we move (we moved counties and the utilities are different companies in both counties) so I'm the one stressing about packing, getting everything turned on to the trailer we are renting and applying for jobs to make sure we are solid. (We have a toddler and I'm 20 weeks pregnant)

The whole world may not really be on my shoulders because my husband is stressed too, but it for sure feels like it is and it feels like he doesn't care

I just needed to vent guys