Never getting it right

Do you ever feel you can never get it right?

For weeks now, I have always done something bad. My husband on the other hand is always right. I am suppose to be 100% on top of everything but everytime I put in my best and he comes back home, I feel I have been lazying around all day. I never seem to do the right thing or know what am meant to do. Am 26 this year but he makes me feel 10. I don't have girlfriends or sisters or a mother to ask questions or gist with, so I try my best in doing things on my own. Am mentally exhausted and drained physically but i have to act like am strong. I have a 1 year old dat makes me wake up everyday and take as much bullshit I can take from Him because sometimes I feel it's better I leave this world.

Please is it possible to get everything 100% done in the house?