Needing a break from toddler

I woke up today stressed because my toddler ( 15 months) has been waking up 4-5 times the past couple weeks and taking her time to go back to sleep. I’m pregnant & exhausted decided i just wanted a bit of a break not to clean or shower but an actual break. But I quickly realized idk what the hell that means 🤷‍♀️ because I’ve always considered the time I clean or shower a break!

Idk how to take a break apparently…..

It’s hard too cuz me my husband & toddler all stay in the same room renting from his parents (just for another month or 2 then we move into our home)

Any ideas or advice I’m on the verge of breaking down I’ve been such a mess lately not feeling well & exhausted & because of that o haven’t been really taking care of myself. ( I know I’m probably depressed, for some reason when I think I might be I have the hardest time admitting it to myself like it makes me weak or something)