Delaying TTC

My health took a turn towards the negative. It looks like i need low dose chemo again to beat back my immune system (I have lupus)

Unfortunately because of insurance issues I was off my maintenence drugs for 6 months and have gone into a flare. I was hoping to ttc soon. But since this turn last week thats gonna be put off about a year :(

Well healthy body means healthy baby. I gotta take care of myself to take care of future babies. Its just sad because I was on track despite the setback until last week.