Not pregnant not sure how I feel

So as some of you know I’ve posted in here a lot recently bc of a recent pregnancy scare, I took one test after 2 weeks and it was negative, I didn’t take another one just to see if my period would come, and it did today.

I think it’s really for the best, I’ve been very stressed recently and even though there is a small bit of sadness to come along with this I know it’s for the best. My bf and I will have a family when it’s our time too, I know that both of us need time to mature and live freely in life doing whatever we want to do together.

I am relieved but there is just a twinge of sadness that comes along with a negative result, anyone else ever get that?

Anyway, it’s for the best as much as I would be happy to have a baby with my bf I don’t want to have one if I’m not able to financially provide enough for a comfortable life for the child. I have a lot I need to figure out so all in all it’s a good thing it wasn’t positive.