One of those days

I have two dates for af (glow has it as 10/6), ovia has it as 10/11. I just really want it to be this month. We bp'd before and during ovulation, everything should add up for a baby but my self doubt in creeping in. Some days I feel positive, today is not one of those days. Another friend of mine just announced she is expecting...ready for it to be our turn. It is hard when everyone around you is already pregnant. This is only our 2nd month ttc, but all my friends have seem to get it on their first try. Just need some emotional support I guess. This tww is killing me.