Alone at Xmas

Me and my partner are not together as of tonight he's gone to live with his mother we have a 5yr old and I'm 37 weeks pregnant! We ain't been getting on he used to come in from work not really talk to me or do much with our 5yr old all he talked about was going out with work mates! Found out he went strip club thought it was abit out of order all I do is look after summer he never takes us out all I wanted is to take her out todo Xmas bits with our little girl but he spent all his wages on ps4 so we was skint so we ain't been out at all just stuck in 24/7 yes I know I'm pregnant but he's keeps saying you can't do this and that it makes me feel useless like I've got no legs!! So now it looks like I'm on my own for Xmas now but he wants to take our child to his mothers Xmas day now I ain't got no family really just feeling very alone at the minit don't know what I'm going to do all I wanted was to spend some time as a family at Xmas is that so selfish of me!!!