Sexless marriage

We have been together for over 10 years

When we started dating we had lots of sex

Then Suddenly he couldn’t get it up and he had to go see a doctor.. who said he was too stressed out etc and send him medication he was Young like 32 at the time.. So from fear of letting me down he just didn’t want to do it anymore

I have always been too horny so I was missing having sex to be honest but I was very much in love to leave.. he ask me to marry him and when

We got married 3 months later he got a tiny little thing and turns out it was a HPV diagnose but since I was vaccinated I was fine. In the back of my mind I couldn’t help but to think he was cheating on me because how could he have that. But the doctor kept saying it could be from a long time ago and show years later.

Anyways long story short because of the diagnose we couldn’t have sex for a while because the doctor told us not to either way I stayed

We got pregnant like a year later and then he used my pregnancy to say he didn’t feel comfortable to have sex , sometimes he said because he is a little overweight he doesn’t want to have sex, then he blames it on just eating too much and being too full to do anything 😵‍💫 he doesn’t have a problem getting it up now he just doesn’t want to have sex ever .. he never initiates anything

I really don’t understand what I did wrong to deserve this. I can’t understand not wanting sex

Or maybe he just doesn’t want it with me.

Apart from the sex issue that is a big issue at least for me everything else seems normal and he swears he doesn’t cheat and he is always home to be honest but I just don’t understand not wanting sex how could he wait for that long ?