27 weeks & panic is settling in….😳

I like just realized how far along I really am….

My first I had to be induced at 36 weeks & 5 days because of preeclampsia which I didn’t get until like 1-2 weeks before that but this time I’ve had it since 16 weeks so I’m guesstimating about 37 weeks again…. We’re just now Able to move into our house as of Monday but gonna be doing a couple renovations first so nothing is set up & I’ll have a lot of unpacking to do but I’m not supposed to be doing anything that I don’t need to (in other words bed rest except for taking care of my toddler pretty much)

I’m just realizing how close I am & panic is settling😩

I’m soooo excited & emotionally ready but no where near physically🥺

Because my 1st was early I was gonna start the tik tok count down today & see if she comes in the next 10 weeks. oh shit I’m like freaking out honestly I wanna cry I’m so worried I won’t be prepared…. I’ve been wanting to beat since I first found out but haven’t been able to cuz I knew we’d be moving…. I need to de-stress 😔