How is it possible that I am this shitty of a person?

I don’t get it.

I am an extremely kind person. I love my friends and my coworkers. We all get along great and have wonderful relationships.

But I’m a “homebody”. I truly love being home more than anything. So I don’t usually go to external events.

Well 2 months ago a coworker invited me to her wedding!!! Ahhh I was so excited for her! While we aren’t super close friends I do love her as a person and always want the best for her. We see each other at work time to time and make sure to catch up.

Well it was her wedding today. And I forgot. I saw her at work on Friday and she asked me my status on attending. I told her I completely forgot to RSVP so I would just mail her gift. She was so kind and told me I could still go! This was so exciting!! I truly wanted to go and couldn’t wait to see her on her big day.

This conversation was legit 3 days ago.

I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT HER WEDDING TODAY!!!!!!

I legit hate myself right now. Here I am posting photos on social media of my daughter playing the the sprinkler not even remembering it was her wedding day.

I am devastated 😭 I don’t get it. It was 100% unintentional but I am absolutely upset with myself. How do I even come back from this?!?

**Melanie, you are 100% correct. There is nothing I can say to come back from this. My actions speak volumes. I legit was playing in my backyard with my daughter and forgot about her big day. I just don’t get how I could forget something like this?! I almost feel like I am in a dream right now. I am in complete disbelief