1 yr ago post partum and now

First time being back in a swimsuit since I was pregnant, I have major issues with my body and how I perceive it, my partner left me because he didn’t find me attractive and wanted to pursue other women so that definitely put a dent in my self esteem. But I feel a little bit better now enough to share how I look currently, the self esteem issues are still there but I do feel a little proud of myself ((: