Feel bad for my boyfriend because I was stupid

I have bipolar, anxiety and ptsd. Last night, I was so bored and there was literally nothing to do that I got incredibly angry and I wasn’t taking that out on him.

So! I took a trip outside with a wine bottle and decided I’d throw it full force, angrily.

Well… I smacked it down and it came right back and hit me in the teeth.

Now, I’m getting messages from so many people after posting the pictures asking if it was abuse… I appreciate all the love, I do… but I was just being dumb… anyway here’s what I look like now