Am i?????

Hey so I’m 7 months pregnant and there’s this guy i started talking to (me and father “broke up” bc he cheated and i found out i was pregnant after) so i decided to keep the baby so months went by and i met guy at work and we been hitting off lately and he’s a dad also whose getting a divorce has a daughter etc etc and the problem is he’s older than me and my mom doesn’t like it… we are currently looking for apartments because i told him how my current landlord is kicking me out because of lead paint and he wants to us to move together ( he always tries to do things to make me feel happy and safe) i tend to cry about my relationship with my mom… she always saying awful things about me and my baby ( then plays I’m a good grandma) she had me younger than I am having a baby… she makes me feel so shitty about everything in my life literally everything you can name but my mom is saying I’m not caring about my kid because I’m talking to a guy…

Do you guys think the same?

P.s Because I’m trying to move out since i was 16 but my mother always financial stopped me saying i have to pick up the slack my broke ass step dad wasn’t doing. I never had a relationship because i was always worrying about my mom and now that I’m starting to do my own thing and trying leave she’s finding anything to throw at me tbh… but lmk