Boyfriend addicted to porn….

This isn’t the sex life I’ve been wanting to be honest. My boyfriend just has me blow or jerk him off while I get little to nothing in return. We have only had sex once and I’ve made him cum about 5x now but he don’t even touch me back…. And he just told me he’s addicted to porn and he watches it even when I blow him or when I’m right next to him…. I don’t know what to do I feel like my body isn’t what he wants or isn’t enough for him… I am plus size and already self conscious