Being pregnant

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I love children. I used to wish for a loving husband and a big family. But preparing to give birth to my second child having another horrible lonely devalued pregnancy. I think I’m throwing in the towel. I’m too scared to love and be left & hurt again. I’m too scared to trust that a man won’t fool me into believing he is my life partner only to be left lonely and pregnant. 32 weeks at 33 yrs old and I’ve never felt more used and alone in my life