He never stimulates me … unless I ask/ rant

Im so tired of initiating sex , he gets to finish but I don’t , he knows that and still doesn’t try to initiate or do anything that actuallly makes me orgasm . I’ve explained to him several times that vaginal “0rGasMS” aren’t enough for me its not like I’ve actually released what needs to be released . I need clitoral stimulation in order to actually orgasm and feel anything remotely to what he gets to experience . He knows exactly how to make it happen (and is the best I’ve had at it ) he just never does it only when I bring it up and complain that “hey I give you morning head and sex and you even tap out almost every morning and consistently make you feel sexually wanted why can’t you do that for me ? I cum once this month “ then he will try to do it like it’s out of pity or something . I’m just tired and now I’m pregnant and feel like I have to settle for less than not only what I want but deserve . Aside from sex , he doesn’t show any form of remotely being interested by me he doesn’t touch any part of me at all and never talks to me , I talk and he sits there pretending to listen until he thinks of something random to cut me off with. I always check on him when he’s down but when I’m sad and quiet he will just ignore me for the whole day and sit in my face not talking to me . . I’m so tired of this one sided 95/5 fucking relationship . I explain all the time what I feel and why and he pretends to care and listen and understand and it goes out the fucking window the next day . Idk what to do cause like I said now I’m pregnant …