I was fresh out of a relationship with someone, so I wasn’t looking for anything serious or sexual. I started talking to this older guy by 10 years because I thought he would be wiser and different. We talked on a very friendly level, NEVER discussed sex, and had slight flirting. I knew something was wrong tho because he made me VERY nervous and he was wayyyyyy too nice. I brushed it off because my friends encouraged me to talk to him and I was pretty much use to jerks. One night I decided to hangout with him thinking we’ll just chill and talk in the car (but who wants to just talk late at night? very freaking dumb of me to think so) because I don’t have free time during the day. Next thing I know is he’s taking me to his hangout spot and starts to constantly pressure me about sex. I told him I had to go home several times, I don’t do this, I’m not experienced, no, I’m good, and so many things. He just wouldn’t take listen and take none of my answers as a rejection. He just kept saying over and over “let’s do it” “let’s do it” “come on, don’t you want to?” “Let’s do it” After awhile I just laid there and he did what he wanted. He took me home after and I cut off all contact with him and have panic attacks when I see him around. It’s been two months since it’s happened and it’s been eating me up. I’m making a plan to move away soon 😕