I’m too tired to go on (TW)
I don't know what else to do. I cant share these
thoughts with anyone. I don't know what I expect from
this. i'm just so tired. I built myself a good life. I
sobered from alcohol and pills. I got a good job. I
finished my education. but I can't be happy. I don't
know what's wrong with me. I cant make friends. i'm
so lonely. I have no one. I don't want to kill myself but
living this life is so draining. I just want to relapse. it
was so much easier. I have no one to lean on or cry to.
I don't want to kill myself but I wish I would just die in
my sleep. i'm so drained and exhausted. I cant stand
the sight of myself. I wish I was never born or I was
born pretty. I cant stand looking at myself. I hate
everything about my appearance and body. I used to
be so happy and then I was raped. it was years ago I
wish I could just get over it. but I cant. I feel so weak. I
miss self harming. I miss drugs. I miss drinking all day. I
miss my life when I had no money and no home. I miss
when I got kicked out of my parents house and was
left on the street. I had no one to call. no one to go to.
they took my car and all my money. I was 17 when it
happened. now I work. a good full time job. i'm sober.
but i'm not happy. I don't think I ever will be and that
thought drains me every day. I want it to all be over. I
don't know what I expect from this. I just want my life
to end so I don't have to suffer this every day. i'm so tired.
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