There was a story about a girl who cried and drowned the whole world

Can you share what you would do when you were in pain and if there was a healthy way to get sober

A lot of people deal with pain different some people get into drugs, sex, gambling, drinking, music, food over eating

What were ways you coped with pain and a healthier way you found along the way???

I would dive into love and when I was with friends they would take shots I would binge drink push myself over the limit drinking rum and I would turn black out drunk and I fell in love and it broke me I couldn't drink alcohol because I would start crying I found marijuana and music and I got lost in them both I smoked so much I listened to this music that consumed my feelings I don't know but from smoking so much I got so used to it I felt like I was on a cloud it felt so good and whatever I was hurting about I smoked and smoked until I forgot what was hurting me I had to start working again move on with my life and I quit marijuana I had to take a drug test and I was sober but I was so numb

My friend invited me to a party first time I drank alcohol in years and I drank and someone gave me whiskey bottle and after that I just started crying and talking about everything that was hurting me and my lips were sealed I was like ice but that alcohol melted me I was going to call my ex and It made my heart feel everything I hadn't felt in years

After that I vomit everything and no more drinking for me

My ex he led a secret life that he was using cocaine and heroin and I found out we split but I wanted to know what do they feel when on those drugs it's never been explained and not too many people talk about it

After that night I had to confront my reality 100 💯 percent sober and I was tore up for what happened I was a mess I wanted to die break ups when you really love someone is something else I had to decide okay do I want to die or do I want to live and I chose to live I'm here writing to you about this and I stopped listening to that music that would break my heart again and I started exercising I stopped overeating and started eating healthy I got a makeover I traveled

I've been feeling pretty stressed like I need a joint but I chose to write this instead hope everyone to write your stories