Tell me how.

Tell me how

I have 2 babies pretty much back to back,

Start to feel insecure and ugly and no sex drive what so ever. I mean 2 gremlins hanged on my boobs for nearly 2 years straight. I wanted time to my body by myself for once.

My husband, mean while, wants to jump me ever sec of every day. Can't keep his hands to himself at all. Constantly touching me.

Too

Finally figuring out what I really like in bed. Feeling sexier and less insecure. Sex drive is higher then ever. Me igniting sex all the time. Cause my husband never does anymore. And him not lasting even half the time he use too and he can barely can keep it up. After 1 minute he says he is tired and done and I'm over here not even warmed up. Wtf.

Seriously, jumping me all the time to barely looking at me.

Also not to mention, because I'm trying new things, he accuses me all the time if I am sleeping with someone. Cause I never tried those things before. It's called porn dude. I watch fucking porn. Just like you do.

Also any time I am trying to be sexy, like I pleasured myself and told him I came today he immediately took it as I had some dude over at our house and cheated on him.

.....

Dude... I wanted you to fuck me like I had imagined earlier when I came!

I'm so frustrated and annoyed and now just wondering wtf happened and how did this turn to this.