This is why

People ask me why I have no goals or plans for the future and I don't say it I normally change the subject but it's because I never planned on living this long 4 years ago I failed suicide I didn't plan on being here I didn't plan on all of this I have no goals other than make it to tomorrow. I have no plans farther than 1 week in advance. I don't know what I am doing. I am mentally stable but I am just confused