First time mom story 💙

This Thursday my son will be 3 months old. I am so happy and proud to be his mama. He is perfect in every way. He’s a perfect mix of both myself and his dad we are so blessed. He owns my heart there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for him 💙

So I want to share my story because my son truly is a miracle baby.

Ever since I was young I always knew I wanted to be a mom. A little disrespectful to myself on my part but I honestly didn’t care who it was with, I just wanted a baby to love. I think a lot to do with it is because I didn’t get much love as a child, so I have a lot of love to give. Anyways once I was about 16 years old I found out about my pcos. I always knew there was something wrong with me as to why I was getting the results I was hoping for. Once I got married things really begun to bother me. My ex husband has something wrong with him so it’s nearly impossible (without a miracle) to have a baby with him. My marriage failed and I moved on with my life. I started seeing an old fling I had from 2014. I was just into partying and having fun with my friends so him and I didn’t work out. Then we met back up in 2021 (I know not too long ago) we was together 4 months before I conceived my son. The way I felt when I first found out I was so excited I never thought I would get a dye stealer! I didn’t even know what a dye stealer was…anyways as I got further into my pregnancy it was such a surreal experience, like just shook me the entire time. Going from thinking I couldn’t get pregnant to 9 months was a total game changer for me, like it went by so fast but so slow at the end. I was convinced I would never do it again lol. Since having my son though I have changed my perspective on having kids. I was 32 years old when I had my baby. Now I’m wanting one more. Having a miracle happen to me, I feel very thankful, grateful and overjoyed with happiness it’s amazing and has changed my life, even though all the sleepless nights I’ve had so far and everything I do for him, I couldn’t imagine not doing it anymore. We went for 3d ultrasounds, got to see him way more then you should during pregnancy but he was worth it. I would endure the pain more and more if it was for my baby. He’s also spoiled 💙

It’s a different kind of love to where you just automatically know your baby loves you. Gosh he melts my heart ❤️