Give me y’all opinions

Those who don’t know what pawn is it means to give it to this store in exchange for some money but you can always come back for it for a little more than what they gave you money for it. So because I’ve been the money maker for idk how long and he just started a new job at a hotel I’ve been really struggle to keep up with everything since everything is so high and going grocery shopping almost every week spending 200 dollars every time I go to the market. He eats up everything so fast because he smokes weed so he’s always hungry way more than me. Then on top of rent being high as hell along with everything else I been paying everything alone until he found a job. This week we needed clothes washed badly and our washer is broke at the moment so we had to go out and wash clothes. So that’s probably like 60 dollars or more to wash and dry. He said he would pawn his game to get the money to wash since I’ve been paying everything and he game is his PlayStation 4 and they will give him 80 dollars for it and they will keep it until he buys it back. He never pawned his game and never even spoke about it after he mentioned it. The place was closed when I got off and I needed my work unit washed for the next day so I had to pay and he said nothing.